January 2010
167 posts
31/1/10
I’m in way over my head, i don’t know what to do. I don’t know if there’s anything i can do. I’m so scared. I feel like an idiot, im so stupid for doing it. It was a year ago, i’d almost forgotten about it and now it’s caught up to me. Why now? Why not have just done it when it happened? I feel like shit. There’s nothing i can do, and i can’t...
27/1/10
argh im soo angry right now. i went to the library with a couple of friends and i came home and realised the oc season 4 wasn’t in my bag anymore. i started to freak out because it isn’t mine, it’s my cousins and i thought maybe i left it, or lost it or something. then i realised chris, like me, has seen every episode from season 1 to 3 and i thought maybe he took it, but i had...
26/1/10
happy australia day.
i’ve been in the central coast for the past couple of days. my aunty lives there but her, her husband and their youngest son are in tasmania at the moment and only my 20yr old cousin’s at home. she’s always telling us we’re welcome to stay so i guess we did. mum had work on monday and dad didn’t so i had to wake up at 6 on monday (the earliest...
23/1/10
I love life right now. my parents are good now after a period of iffishness over the whole my dad’s cousins living with us for 6 months without rent and being rude like telling my mum they’re leaving last minute after she’s cooked, keeping food in their room for just them when the food in our kitchen is for everyone, for staying in their room aaalllll the time and not even trying...
YOU'RE THE FUCKING BEST.
19/1/10
Depression; a mental state characterised by a pessimistic sense of inadequacy and a despondent lack of activity.
I’m blessed enough to have never felt sad for more than a couple of hours these past two years but it makes me feel terrible knowing some of my friends are going through this now. In the past I’ve has my fair share of sadness but since Alex came into my life I’ve been...
“You could slit my throat and with my last dying breath I’d apologise for...”
18/1/09
i crave chop chip banana pancakes, i think i’ll make some for breakfast tomorrow. we’ve got thickened cream , i might whip it and have it with my pancakes. i think im going to the movies with francis tomorrow to watch The lovely bones, i finished reading it a couple of days ago. the end was sort of an anti climax, i expected angry revenge before the happy ending. oh well. i finished my...
